To think that I won't be able to see you ever again is grievance that will only end with me
To realize that all you have done to make me what I am.... was always unconditional is a feeling I cannot stop crying forTo feel the pain of not being to able to spend my time with you, listening to your interesting yet trivial problems, roaming around with you in the auto shopping and buying flowers, buying those horror books, colourful calendars and wallpapers, each and everytime giving me the feeling that doing so was the most awesome thing I could do, is unbearably difficuly
To realize that all you have done to make me what I am.... was always unconditional is a feeling I cannot stop crying forTo feel the pain of not being to able to spend my time with you, listening to your interesting yet trivial problems, roaming around with you in the auto shopping and buying flowers, buying those horror books, colourful calendars and wallpapers, each and everytime giving me the feeling that doing so was the most awesome thing I could do, is unbearably difficuly
To realise that you are no more and that my childhood days are now semi-void, my life sucked out of half life is horryfing
Yet with all the happiness in the world, to a wonderful human being, my ammumma, I tell you although even your ashes are no more with us you will live through your love and the fond memories.
You shall be missed but happy I am for the peaceful way you bid farewell once and for all, symbolizing the way you lived independently.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjqkTb7aZzk
Bye bye forever! I shall only continue to love you!
